So i was talking to this guy for quite sometime now , but some shyt happened and i was so confused i tried to explain myself, but that didnt work. I tired talking to him to lets work on it buh i just seemed more desperate then ever. I dont kno what to do anymore i feel like my whole world came caving in. I had mad feelings for this one boi i would do anything for him, but in the end it was all fun and games to him. Now i sit up late at night looking at the stars up above wondering what did i do so wrong to be treated this way? Why did it happen to me? why did i get played in the end? would it ever end? how will i ever know if he the right now for me ? will i ever find the right now dat would make me happi? so many questions in so little time. Oh god what do i do now that i have nothing that ever makes me happi. Why is it so hard dealign with a broken heart these days. How do i get over him what do id o to get over him. My friends sey he wasnt the right one for me buh i believe he was. I wanna forget about what happened buh i can't i just dont know how to let everything go. I wish i had a time machine to go back into tiem to make eveything right. Dont you? They say love is pain but ehy do we all look forward into loving someone?  I need help i guess. I'm so damm confused these days nothing is going right for me. Just hating on life right now grrrr so much emotions and feelings are buliding inside. I just need a friend that i could talk to someone who i can open myself with and knows they will always be there threw the good time and the bad.